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addicted

Tuesday, May 24th, 2011

What constitutes an addiction?

Is it that initial rush at just the thought of it? And now it’s in your mind, you have to have it? Is it the desire – almost like a horrendously burning itch that just needs to be scratched?

Is it the constant and incessant rationalising of your actions every time you indulge to persuade yourself – and everyone around you – that it’s absolutely desperately needed? That you simply have to have it. Without question. Like water. Like air.

Is it that feeling of absolute euphoria the minute you get your fix? The rush that sends you so deliriously happy that you’re dizzy and flushed with the ecstasy? Is it when your heart races at what feels like a hundred-thousand-beats per minute as soon as you have what you desire…?

And then it’s gone.

And then you need it again.

You lose sleep over it. You dream about it. You conjure up crafty plans and muse over every conceivable way by which you can obtain it.

The mere thought of it can have you salivating. As though you’ve been presented with a mouthwatering meal and you haven’t eaten for days. And you can’t think about anything until you have it. And if you can’t have it, it’s like a hunger, a starvation. Ravenous. A hollow pain in your stomach like an echo of a punch. And it doesn’t go.

It doesn’t fade..but it can be replaced by something else. Something even better and you can’t shake it. You have to have it. Being without it is painful. The feeling of famine needs to be fed. And when it’s not, you can’t stop thinking about it. It can make you delirious. Climbing walls. Clenching teeth. Scratching at skin. It’s everywhere.You can’t escape it because something inside you seeks it out. Like a starving wild animal stalking its prey, foaming at the mouth.

And if you dare to have the mere thought of the sheer bliss you can experience when you finally get it: that ultimate moment that causes colours to explode in your mind and a tuneful melody to drown you and block out everything but you and it.

The choice, the  vivid blur of colours that sends the room spinning, the smells, the luxury, the textures, the crisp sound of the tissue paper as it’s unfolded in the box, the smile of the assistant, the feel of the plastic, the soft cotton that slides so easily into the sharp paper bag, the touch of the soft leather as it slides onto your foot, excitedly peering into the closed packaging on the way home, peeling of the label when it’s finally yours. The feeling that, for just that moment, everything will be alright. Because it has to be.

But surely that’s not an addiction, right?

Doesn’t everyone feel like that about shopping?

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Wednesday, May 12th, 2010

inspiration courtesy of brick lane.

photos taken by me.

finger armour

Tuesday, May 4th, 2010

Fantastic ring I bought from Topshop a couple of months ago; covers most of my index finger and bolts my knuckles tight for un-ease of movement. Reminds me of a suit of armour…for fingers. I absolutely love it but it’s most impractical. i.e. forget trying to use my blackberry whilst I’m wearing it, and I wouldn’t even dream of going to the ladies’ room until it has been safely removed. Ouch.

[photo by moi]

viva l’italia

Saturday, April 24th, 2010

So I’ve been AWOL for a while, reason being, I’ve actually have been stranded in Florence – not that that’s a bad thing.

I stayed with my fabulous friend Genevieve, who I met at NY Fashion week when she was working in PR, about 2 years ago – and I haven’t seen her since I left. So when she emailed to tell me she was in Italy for 4 months, I couldn’t book my ticket fast enough!

I was only supposed to be there for a few days, but thanks to the volcanic activity, the length of my holiday was doubled and we spent the entire time lazing/walking around in the sun, shopping, eating, drinking Sangria, partying, eating, eating, eating…. I’m sure I have gained about a stone.

I restrained myself from going mad in the shops, but I did get a couple of bits and visited some fantastic vintage stores and took some sneaky snaps. They were like little treasure chests found just off the beaten track. Gorgeous designer vintage boutiques as well as dusty cramped rooms packed to the rafters with Mama’s treasures. Anyway, I’ve rambled on long enough.

Going to phase out the photos for you. And today, it’s vintage shoes, Florentine style. Enjoy!

all in the name of fashion

Saturday, April 3rd, 2010

Gosh, so I went to the American Apparel rummage sale yesterday. Well, I travelled there. In the rain and wind and my poor hair suffered because of it. But I soldiered on. The intention was supposed to be for me to wake up at 8 am, grab my sleepy-eyed friend Sarah on the way and get there for 10 – but, obviously, these things only work in theory. I got there at 1 – minus Sarah.      

I wandered down a jam packed Brick Lane, getting distracted by vintage stores, and spying lots of American Apparel shopping bags, I knew I was close – I could almost smell the tri-blend – only to get there and discover that the sale was shut down by Police. I did check in the morning, but I thought that it would have been reinstated in the afternoon after removing the offending shopaholics from the queue, but I was sadly mistaken. Me and a few other anxious bargain hunters congregated around the warehouse doors awaiting updates, but we were met with sad news – although it was bitter sweet as we were all given a 40% discount in store. Oh well, they’ve extended the sale so I’ll try again on Monday.  Also, much to my amusement, the riot was on bbc news. Crazed bargain hunters – if you don’t believe me, check out the video below. 3 arrests & 10 police injured. A riot. all in the name of fashion. Ri-donkulous.      

       

Had a productive day otherwise, though. I spent all day (9 hours to be precise) shopping and got some lovely bits; my legs did feel as though they were going to buckle and I didn’t eat, drink or go to the toilet all day  (I’ve always maintained that when shopping, you have to ‘earn’ such luxuries).      

I spent ages in Hunky Dory vintage on Brick Lane, which is a treat of a store, and not overpriced like most of the others on the street. The guys in there were so friendly and complimentary and I was loving the Motown classics blasted through an old jukebox. Was also highly amused that the changing room was literally a curtain under the stairs! Got a  tiny (no carbs to be consumed 24hrs before wearing) but gorgeous lace & glass-beaded skirt (it weighs a ton!) from there which I’m mucho happy with. I’ve taken some snaps of the store for you, and of my fabulous skirt (that I have named Clarissa) that I got to take home.      

       

I’ve been searching for a turban for about 2 years now, (not Sikh style, more 1950s Dior style) and have come to the realisation that I’ll just have to make one myself. So I hit up a fabric store and went a bit mad buying reams of fabric (below) for my turbans that I will attempt this week.  It took me back actually, I haven’t been to a fabric store for about a year and a half, and it brought back memories of racing around Fashion Avenue in Midtown Manhattan, sneaking my scissors in my bag and snipping off swatches in darkened corners. For my turban I’m going to rummage about the house for a brooch to stick in the middle of it. So excited. yay! My friends, and particularly my brother laugh at  the idea of me in a turban,  but I’ve learned to take no notice of their bewilderment. I would really love that vintage 1950s Christian Dior turban, but will have to make do with my homemade one. Mum used to wear them so I’ve informed her she will be helping me, much to her amusement/dread.      

  

I also made my way West later and Also got some cutie see through & spotted ankle sockies in nude and black from H&M which will go fabulously with those amazing wedges I bought the other day. And stocked up on some vests and a cashmere-wool dress in from Topshop boutique. I had a nude one which I loved which actually went missing. Very sad. I must look for that actually.    

   

Anyway, off out now. Got to allow myself 2hrs to stick my hair in rollers…      

Ciao      

xxx      

[all photos taken by moi]